Watching Doctor Who Series Five is giving me so many feels. Just finished “Amy’s Choice,” and it just makes me hurt inside. Not because I ship Amy and the Doctor (I never did) but because it’s like you’re given a glimpse inside the Doctor’s head, that self-loathing, needy part of him that he keeps hidden so far inside. It’s amazing, just watching him watch Amy and Rory at the end, in love and happy. There’s so much sadness in his eyes. You can almost see him remembering the life he lost - wife, family? Maybe we’ll never know exactly, but it’s pretty painful to see the Doctor - who has saved so many people, done so much, lost so much - constantly being hurt and left and alone. It’s no wonder he’s been trying to give up having companions, trying to stay out of interfering with human affairs. But he can’t quite give up humans altogether, because even though they remind him of everything he’s lost, they still are able to give him that little spark of hope that he can’t find anywhere else. UGH this show, the FEELS. Kudos to Matt Smith - my Doctor :)